Yonghwa:
I think about you a lottake care I wanna do
and I wish I think about you all the time my life.
I think about you a lot take care, do you wanna do?
of course I know your situation backwards too
Yonghwa & (Jonghyun):
See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face
(I would like to know what you really think I wanna)
Yonghwa:
I don't know why I don't know why I love you baby
I don't know why I don't know how to put it baby.I don't know how to do
Rap :
Long time no see anything new down your way can you hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don't care I'm understand
Long time no see anything new down your way can you hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mind look at me boo
Yonghwa:
I think about you a lot take care I wanna do
and I wish, don't be silly she is popular.
I think about you a lot take care, do you wanna do?
everyday I want you in my life all about you
Yonghwa & (Jonghyun):
See my eyes, (in my eyes) see my lips (in mylips), See my face
(I would like to know what you really think Iwanna)
Yonghwa:
I don't know why I don't know why I love you baby
I don't know why I don't know how to put it baby.I don't know how to do
Rap :
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don't care I'm understand
Long time no see anything new down your way can you hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mind look at me boo
Jonghyun:
in my eyes in my lips, See my face
I would like to know what you really think I wanna
Yonghwa:
you don't know why, you don't know why I brother with you
I don't know why I don't know why you wanna do me wrong don't tell me goodbye.
Rap :
Long time no see anything new down your way can you hear this
She is not fussed about my news I don't care I'm understand
Long time no see anything new down your way canyou hear this
She is not fussed about my news world you mind look at me boo
have you ever feel like,fed and fucked up by yourself? like,you want to kill the person you see in your mirror everyday? i'm not complaining. i love myself
as much as i love my money.
i love my face. not even gonna lie.
but the thing is,how i fucked up my life so much.
how i messed up everything
how i shut myself up when i actually wanna say the things i think i deserve the time to say.
too depressive.
mood : at my worst
soundtrack : 2NE1 - Go Away
sometimes i want you to be me.
at least for once in your whole life.
you could feel the hurt that i feel
you would wake up in the morning and realized that everything is not going on right,
you would never understand what is 'happiness' anymore.
you opened your eyes and you wished you could sleep a little longer because your life isn't even better than any dream would ever be.
you cried so much that you didn't know what to do to make yourself happy.
you felt like you're stuck in someone else's life
you realized that it's not what you've fighting for.
it's the other way around.
you would look at the mirror and whispered to yourself
"i'm pathetic"
sometimes i wish i could be you
i would wake up and not even bothered to take a shower,
not even care to take a look on my phone to get to know if there's a message from you
wake up with the thought of "games" on my mind
and even not concern about anything else.
i would enjoy my days coz i never care about anything else,but myself.
epic.
i wonder what if it really happened.
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i always wanted some time for being alone. i feel a pleasure about it. i don't even know why. sometimes being a loner isn't bad at all. you could talk to yourself,pretending that there's only you in this world. no other but yourself. you could curse yourself,laugh to the mistakes,scream for your stupidity,cry for the broken heart - by yourself.
this is why i love being alone and hate people,sometimes. coz they who don't know anything talks more than anyone else that possibly know the truth. myself,is the only person that i could believe,if i need someone to share with. sigh. why there's no enough good person to talk with?
i wish i knew why.
- i thought that life isn't supposed to be this way.
- i thought i could write my own story
- i thought i could live someone else's life
- i thought life was unfair
- i thought life is a deepshit that you can't run away from
i was wrong.
Labels: idol
Friday, September 24, 2010
CN Blue - I Don't Know Why
