i always wanted some time for being alone. i feel a pleasure about it. i don't even know why. sometimes being a loner isn't bad at all. you could talk to yourself,pretending that there's only you in this world. no other but yourself. you could curse yourself,laugh to the mistakes,scream for your stupidity,cry for the broken heart - by yourself.

this is why i love being alone and hate people,sometimes. coz they who don't know anything talks more than anyone else that possibly know the truth. myself,is the only person that i could believe,if i need someone to share with. sigh. why there's no enough good person to talk with?

i wish i knew why.